You honestly pushed me so far away from you last night. I can’t believe you sat there and lied to my face. Told me one thing, when something else completely different happened. You always said you would never lie to me, but you did. If you can’t tell me the truth here in person, how am I ever going to believe you when you’re at Penn State? I’m just tired of trying so hard and just putting you first. I’m so unhappy with everything in life and you’re the last thing I wanted to be unhappy with. I honestly don’t even know. I clearly want to be with you, but what you did was wrong. You never should have said that to him, and you shouldn’t of lied about it. All I want is us to be completely happy. You’re the one and only person that I have been able to count on and know is always there for me. I never want to lose you or fight with you. I was planning on telling you that I loved you last night, and then this whole fight thing happened. I wanted you to remember me telling you that in a happy moment, not a mad one. I do love you, and there have been so many times where I almost said it but I have been to scared. I want to work things out and really have everything perfect. We both have stuff we need to work and I’m more than willing to do anything and you need to be in the same mindset as well.
you should never hide your feelings and you really do seem like one of the sweetest people ever and if you're that happy with someone it's usually for a reason, i think you should try telling her exactly what is on your mind and if she has a problem with it then she just isn't the girl for you and you definitely deserve the perfect girl <3
Hi, this means a lot to me that you sent that. its just i hate to fight with her so i hate to say how I feel when I’m upset because I don’t wanna make her mad. i know that sounds dumb but o feel like I always over react and then she will explain things and ill look dumb idk. i always make sure everyone else is happy and then im always so unhappy.
I believe a relationship is built on trust. It doesn’t make sense to me to not to trust you if I plan on making this last and really work. I shouldn’t keep something that happened months ago, when we weren’t even together, affect our relationship now. I’m so scared of getting hurt, I can’t even begin to describe how much it scares me. However, I have such strong feelings towards you at this point, that I might as well just let you in completely. I can’t be worried about getting hurt all the time.by you. It just stresses me out to much and it puts a strain on our relationship. I don’t see the point. It takes me a while to figure things out. I believe you, that you’re not going to hurt me and you only want to be with me. You’re the only thing that has been going right for me, and I plan on keeping things going right for us, and I hope this really helps.
